JJ the hit man

its been a while

2007-01-20T21:23:56Z

i guess i sort of forgot about this thing, but hey im back i know youve missed me...

probably not.

anyhow i got so much stuff on my mind i dont even know where to begin. i keep trying to figure things out but i got all these questions with answers that continuously evade me. thoughts float around and try to form in my head, but i dont even know how to express them. i keep looking for somethings, but i dont even know what it is. i dont know where to look. something keeps nagging at me but i cant figure it out. im just trying to get through school, and school bores the hell outta me.

i kinda feel like everything is a dream. i need to wake up.

my oh my

2006-05-06T20:27:58Z

well i've sure seen some crazy things in the past few days. on the lloyd this homeless woman just appeared outta nowhere on the side of the road, and about a half hour later i was going the other direction and saw her again getting out of a car only a mile from where she was. nothing too crazy...but then a bit further down the road, i saw a car with the hazard lights on. i saw it was a wreck...then i noticed what was a completely dismantled bike, a smashed up hood with a bike tire stuck on it, a completely shattered winshield, an extremely distressed woman, and a homeless dude just smoking a cigarette, chilling. wild stuff. and let's see here, i went down to main street around noon to play some guitar. this homeless dude stayed the whole time and we just talked. when i was about to leave, he asked if he could have one of the dollars in my case. he said anything to get me to my next booze or smokes. i told him i didn't wanna help him continue on that path. there was a restaurant right there, and i offered to buy him a meal instead. his eyes got wide at the mention of it. then he rambled for a bit, and i finally had to leave. he again asked about the dollar. i just said "alright, i'll give you a choice. you can have this dollar, or we can go in there and get a meal." he looked around, thought a bit. and asked for the dollar.

sad.

have you ever scalped someone

2006-04-26T02:17:55Z

Alright...a friend of mine IMd me to say some pervert was bothering her online, so i asked for the screen name and told her not to worry about it. The following is precisely what occurred...

(warning...stiff language)

NotAJedi007 (8:16:14 PM): ...
Sahker2 (8:16:22 PM): so where were we
Sahker2 (8:16:25 PM): ah yes
Sahker2 (8:16:31 PM): i believe i was...unbuttoning my shirt?
NotAJedi007 (8:16:38 PM): ha
Sahker2 (8:16:41 PM): oops
Sahker2 (8:16:45 PM): my shirt fell off
NotAJedi007 (8:16:49 PM): haha
NotAJedi007 (8:16:54 PM): this is hillarious
Sahker2 (8:17:09 PM): mmmm and it's hot in here
Sahker2 (8:17:19 PM): do you like bubble baths
Sahker2 (8:17:29 PM): with grilled cheese
Sahker2 (8:17:36 PM): and scented candles
Sahker2 (8:17:57 PM): do you?
NotAJedi007 (8:18:05 PM): fine go on with it
Sahker2 (8:18:05 PM): if so you're in luck big boy
Sahker2 (8:18:10 PM): you
Sahker2 (8:18:11 PM): me
Sahker2 (8:18:15 PM): bubble bath
Sahker2 (8:18:18 PM): grilled cheese
NotAJedi007 (8:18:24 PM): this is great
Sahker2 (8:18:26 PM): scented candles
NotAJedi007 (8:18:31 PM): who ever this is
NotAJedi007 (8:18:39 PM): is fucking funny
Sahker2 (8:19:08 PM): after it's all over
Sahker2 (8:19:11 PM): we're gonna take the candles
Sahker2 (8:19:21 PM): and drip the hot melting wax all over each other
Sahker2 (8:19:40 PM): and chant in natural chadian tongue
NotAJedi007 (8:19:42 PM): ok who ever this is its gettin annoying
Sahker2 (8:19:58 PM): as we are trimmed of all our hairs
NotAJedi007 (8:20:16 PM): ha i bet this is steven
Sahker2 (8:20:25 PM): hahahaha yeah man
NotAJedi007 (8:20:29 PM): hey buddy
Sahker2 (8:20:31 PM): i was just fuckin with ya
NotAJedi007 (8:20:47 PM): well ill tell you what
Sahker2 (8:20:47 PM): but that kinda creeped me out
Sahker2 (8:20:54 PM): i didn't think you'd guess it on the first time
Sahker2 (8:21:08 PM): whats that
NotAJedi007 (8:21:37 PM): fight
NotAJedi007 (8:21:37 PM): let go
NotAJedi007 (8:21:37 PM): time place
NotAJedi007 (8:21:37 PM): i want to kill you
NotAJedi007 (8:21:43 PM): buddy
NotAJedi007 (8:21:47 PM): oh come on
Sahker2 (8:21:50 PM): ok
Sahker2 (8:21:57 PM): seriously if you want a fight you can have one
Sahker2 (8:22:00 PM): but uh
NotAJedi007 (8:22:01 PM): no im serious
Sahker2 (8:22:05 PM): yeah so am i
NotAJedi007 (8:22:10 PM): when
Sahker2 (8:22:12 PM): where
NotAJedi007 (8:22:28 PM): friends house in the country
NotAJedi007 (8:22:42 PM): saturday night
Sahker2 (8:22:56 PM): 'round the ol' barn!
Sahker2 (8:22:58 PM): at midnight!
Sahker2 (8:23:00 PM): be there!
Sahker2 (8:23:03 PM): or be yella!
NotAJedi007 (8:23:07 PM): ha your funny
NotAJedi007 (8:23:13 PM): i like you
Sahker2 (8:23:16 PM): ha you'RE funnier
NotAJedi007 (8:23:19 PM): your a funny guy
Sahker2 (8:23:32 PM): you have a clever handle by the way
Sahker2 (8:23:33 PM): let me guess
Sahker2 (8:23:36 PM): you're not a jedi
Sahker2 (8:23:37 PM): ...
Sahker2 (8:23:42 PM): YOU'RE JAMES BOND!
Sahker2 (8:23:43 PM): FUCK!
Sahker2 (8:23:46 PM): I'M SCREWED!
NotAJedi007 (8:23:50 PM): hahha
Sahker2 (8:23:52 PM): the greatest secret agent of all time
NotAJedi007 (8:23:57 PM): i know where you live
Sahker2 (8:24:00 PM): and now his wrath will fall upon me
Sahker2 (8:24:01 PM): good
Sahker2 (8:24:05 PM): i know where you bathe
NotAJedi007 (8:24:07 PM): so exept me top be knocking this weekend
Sahker2 (8:24:22 PM): i live in a tent dumbass
Sahker2 (8:24:25 PM): i don't have a door
Sahker2 (8:24:31 PM): you're the dumbest mother fucker i've ever talked to
Sahker2 (8:24:42 PM): you can't knock a flap jackass
NotAJedi007 (8:24:47 PM): haha
NotAJedi007 (8:24:50 PM): thats right
Sahker2 (8:25:02 PM): pancakes
NotAJedi007 (8:25:09 PM): i love you man
NotAJedi007 (8:25:12 PM): really
NotAJedi007 (8:25:14 PM): well
Sahker2 (8:25:17 PM): man you love i
NotAJedi007 (8:25:42 PM): naw man
Sahker2 (8:25:43 PM): man i love you
NotAJedi007 (8:25:52 PM): lets fight
NotAJedi007 (8:25:57 PM): no
Sahker2 (8:26:01 PM): i got a better idea
NotAJedi007 (8:26:01 PM): seriously
Sahker2 (8:26:03 PM): a cookoff!
NotAJedi007 (8:26:17 PM): good one man
Sahker2 (8:26:21 PM): ok ok how bout this
Sahker2 (8:26:26 PM): jump rope contest
NotAJedi007 (8:26:27 PM): your really funny
Sahker2 (8:26:29 PM): da da dada!!!!
Sahker2 (8:26:42 PM): you'RE an excellent english student
NotAJedi007 (8:27:00 PM): sorry it takes 2 seconds out of my life to type
Sahker2 (8:27:05 PM): oh
Sahker2 (8:27:10 PM): well it only takes me like .5
NotAJedi007 (8:27:17 PM): i dont really care
Sahker2 (8:27:26 PM): i don't care that you don't care
Sahker2 (8:27:34 PM): and i don't care that you don't care that i don't care
NotAJedi007 (8:27:36 PM): no who is this
Sahker2 (8:27:41 PM): Obi?
Sahker2 (8:27:46 PM): Obi it's me Luke
NotAJedi007 (8:27:46 PM): no
NotAJedi007 (8:27:50 PM): no bullshit
Sahker2 (8:27:56 PM): I'm luke skywalker
NotAJedi007 (8:27:57 PM): who is this
Sahker2 (8:28:01 PM): i've come to rescue you!
Sahker2 (8:28:13 PM): ok ok
Sahker2 (8:28:16 PM): want to know
Sahker2 (8:28:32 PM): My name's Bond...
NotAJedi007 (8:28:35 PM): yes go ahead
Sahker2 (8:28:35 PM): James Bond
Sahker2 (8:28:39 PM): Esquire
NotAJedi007 (8:28:47 PM): man this is great
Sahker2 (8:28:59 PM): know what else is great
Sahker2 (8:29:02 PM): farting
Sahker2 (8:29:10 PM): especially when you're in a classy restaurant
Sahker2 (8:29:16 PM): right by some old lady
NotAJedi007 (8:29:21 PM): you got to love it
Sahker2 (8:29:24 PM): i did it once
NotAJedi007 (8:29:24 PM): but
Sahker2 (8:29:28 PM): but i just crapped my pants
NotAJedi007 (8:29:29 PM): really
Sahker2 (8:29:34 PM): boy was i the fool!
NotAJedi007 (8:29:34 PM): who are you
Sahker2 (8:29:39 PM): wait wait wait
Sahker2 (8:29:41 PM): what if...
Sahker2 (8:29:52 PM): I'M dead...........and YOU'RE alive, man!!!!
Sahker2 (8:30:03 PM): ok i'll tell you
Sahker2 (8:30:06 PM): Ben
NotAJedi007 (8:30:07 PM): ha
Sahker2 (8:30:10 PM): Ben Dover
Sahker2 (8:30:19 PM): hahaha got you bad!
Sahker2 (8:30:25 PM): that's not really my name!
Sahker2 (8:30:44 PM): ben dover? more like benD over
NotAJedi007 (8:40:38 PM): www.tlsmedia.com
NotAJedi007 (8:41:57 PM): go then
Sahker2 (8:42:24 PM): www.tlsmediasucks.com
Sahker2 (8:42:28 PM): go theRE
Sahker2 (8:49:16 PM): hey remember that time
Sahker2 (8:49:28 PM): harrison kicked reitz's A
Sahker2 (8:49:31 PM): in like EVERYTHING
Sahker2 (8:51:45 PM): it's ok hotshot
Sahker2 (8:51:49 PM): you "know" who i am
Sahker2 (8:51:55 PM): and we're gonna "fight"
NotAJedi007 (8:52:01 PM): ....:-D
Sahker2 (8:52:07 PM): in the country? seriously at least you coulda say playground
Sahker2 (8:52:23 PM): but Kaitlyn....mmmmm
Sahker2 (8:52:46 PM): i think she's trouble
Sahker2 (8:52:53 PM): just sayin man
NotAJedi007 (8:53:47 PM): ha
NotAJedi007 (8:53:52 PM): thats ok
NotAJedi007 (8:54:00 PM): she broke up with you to go out with me anyways
Sahker2 (8:54:03 PM): but keep on rockin in the free world
Sahker2 (8:54:06 PM): she did
Sahker2 (8:54:10 PM): she most certainly did
Sahker2 (8:54:11 PM): good one man
Sahker2 (8:54:13 PM): no seriously
NotAJedi007 (8:54:15 PM): ha
Sahker2 (8:54:16 PM): you just burned me
NotAJedi007 (8:54:17 PM): yeah
Sahker2 (8:54:20 PM): NotAJedi007 (8:54:00 PM): she broke up with you to go out with me anyways
NotAJedi007 (8:54:20 PM): i know
Sahker2 (8:54:29 PM): i don't even have to say i banged her
Sahker2 (8:54:32 PM): you said it for me
Sahker2 (8:54:36 PM): oh yeah
Sahker2 (8:54:44 PM): welcome to the wonderful world of aids bitch!
NotAJedi007 (8:54:57 PM): haha
NotAJedi007 (8:54:58 PM): i knwo
NotAJedi007 (8:55:00 PM): you have herps
Sahker2 (8:55:10 PM): number one, they are called herpes
NotAJedi007 (8:55:15 PM): your a piece of shit
Sahker2 (8:55:21 PM): i am
Sahker2 (8:55:25 PM): i smell so good
Sahker2 (8:55:32 PM): my shit don't stink BITCH
Sahker2 (8:55:42 PM): hey
Sahker2 (8:55:47 PM): can i tell you something
Sahker2 (8:55:54 PM): you're not a jedi
NotAJedi007 (8:56:52 PM): ha
Sahker2 (8:57:54 PM): you're not a jedi
Sahker2 (8:58:10 PM): HA! that was just a jedi mind trick, you fool!
Sahker2 (8:58:23 PM): let's think here
Sahker2 (8:58:42 PM): your walther ppk vs my light fucking sabre
Sahker2 (8:58:53 PM): i win!
Sahker2 (8:58:54 PM): i win!
Sahker2 (8:58:57 PM): one to nothin'!
Sahker2 (8:59:37 PM): ok
Sahker2 (8:59:41 PM): okay
Sahker2 (8:59:46 PM): ok
NotAJedi007 (8:59:48 PM): what are you doing
Sahker2 (8:59:53 PM): what are you doing
NotAJedi007 (8:59:53 PM): shut the fuck up
Sahker2 (8:59:57 PM): i can't
NotAJedi007 (9:00:00 PM): your being so annoying
Sahker2 (9:00:06 PM): what are you talking about
Sahker2 (9:00:10 PM): i thought we were friends
Sahker2 (9:00:13 PM): bffs!
Sahker2 (9:00:24 PM): (Best Friends ForeverS)
Sahker2 (9:00:37 PM): alright i'm done
Sahker2 (9:00:42 PM): cause clearly, i've won
NotAJedi007 (9:09:21 PM): its been nice
NotAJedi007 (9:09:33 PM): but got to go
Sahker2 (9:10:09 PM): its been nice
Sahker2 (9:10:11 PM): but i don't care
Sahker2 (9:10:25 PM): see ya later alligator
Sahker2 (9:10:30 PM): INAWHILECROCODILE
Sahker2 (9:10:36 PM): oh he still has it
NotAJedi007 (9:10:37 PM): you too masterbator
Sahker2 (9:10:45 PM): masturbate, but who's counting
Sahker2 (9:11:03 PM): (and "counting" is a joke there, it really refers to "spelling")

and he signed off.

the end.

tag team back again

2006-04-24T18:25:51Z

hey whadaya know, i'm actually updating my journal. fact of the matter is i decided to read doug's live journal (www.livejournal.com/users/thetifosi) about how he got an internship this summer doing all that fun flight stuff. You're a pilot doug! whooo! So i figure i'll let you all in on myself...

Let's see here...no internships worked out, but i did quit olive garden. i just started sleeping through my shifts, and just never went back. it's kinda how i quit my first job at lone star after watching Office Space. it's much easier if you just stop going.

On a different note, i got to thinking last night. and then it almost freaked out. Just think about it...wars, hurricanes, tornados, terrorism, disease, riots, earthquakes...ever read the book of Revelation in the Bible? It's the last one it's actually pretty cool. But part of me got to thinking, what if we are on the brink of the apocalypse? Naysayers will always argue, and they can all they want, cause yeah i may be wrong...but what if i'm right?

i guess that's all for now, nothing big is really going on. i've found that sleeping a lot is just easier. so i might go do that right now. peace.

yup

2006-03-09T07:13:05Z

ok so it's been a while, so freakin sorry. sometimes i forget i have this thing.

it's spring break. but that doesn't really mean anything, seeing as school hasn't so much been happening this semester. however, the weather did warm up and it's supposed to be nice for the next week or so. saweet.

march madness is comin soon i think. but let's face it, no one really cares what happens so long as duke suffers a devastating upset. i hate duke. i'll cheer against em everytime. just like the yankees, i'll always go for the other team. but what if duke were to play the yankees? basketball beats the crap outta baseball so i guess i'd have to side with the 49ers.

i guess that's it for now. i'm gonna drink this mountain dew. and go. see ya

hit me with your best shot

2006-02-05T08:56:16Z

So i worked Friday night, and my boss said i could go home but then someone didn't show up so i had to stay. i got mad and just stopped talking. after a while i was walking fast past some people, bumped into someone's arm, and caused him to spill coffee all over my boss's back. i just walked to another computer to enter an order...they came up to me to let me know what happened, and i didn't respond. it was awesome.

winter moved in this weekend...it's been fairly mild, but the arctic blast finally came. i don't want it to be freezing, but if we get some good snow before spring, that would be bliss.

i have a suggestion...would not a 30 hour day make this world a better place? imagine 6 more hours to sleep...you'd get plenty of crap done while still getting plenty of sleep. i'll work on it and let you know...

alright i guess it's late. until next time...

so sublime when the stars are aligned

2006-01-30T01:57:37Z

the weekend was good, but it's quickly coming to a close. thursday night mr. eric lyons celebrated his 21st birthday, and did he ever celebrate. he slammed adult beverages like a champion at bw3s, it was a good time. i've had to work every day this weekend, like just about every other weekend.

ok, know what sucks? getting hit on by guys more than by girls. one of my managers happens to like dudes, and is in fact a dude himself...recently a whole buncha gay guys got hired. and just last week one of them asked me, and i quote, "Do you speak fag?" No. No i do not speak fag...fag.

anyways, school is great...it's easy when you don't really go to class.

and on that note, i am leavin. see ya

jjthehitman @ 2006-01-24T13:52:00

2006-01-24T20:24:08Z

well this is how my sunday went...i was feeling rather ill but had to be at work at 3. i show up and let my boss know i'm sick, figuring he'll let me go. But no. He doesn't care. So i had to go serve tables, but i didn't feel good (it was obvious, i was pale and coughing and whatnot)...so after a while i just gave my tables away. we weren't busy so i kept asking to get sent home, and kept getting told no. So i stood around for a good long while, not feeling good, until finally the boss sends everyone but the closers home.

monday, let's see...i actually went to one of my classes. it was kind of a waste of gas to drive all the way out to usi just for one class...i guess i coulda gone to my other 4, but seriously......

moving right on to today...i was supposed to work a double, but my bronchitis, sore throat, and sinus infection got me outta all that crap.

oh and i guess my car got nailed by some hit and run driver. now, they didn't exactly run, seeing as right by the damage there are two handprints that aren't mine. and although they didn't leave any information, they at least stopped to admire the damage.

do you remember when...

2006-01-19T06:07:01Z

so this is how my day went...i had 9, 10, 11, 12, and 1 o'clock classes. i woke up around 2:15.

not bad i guess.

the australian open is well under way. sometimes the coverage sucks cause they'll show the stars destroying no-names in early round matches. but there have been a few good ones. who's gonna win? federer on the men's side, of course. and as for the women...it's a much tougher choice, but i think i'm goin with clijsters.

complicated i guess...but that's just how it's gonna be. it was your choice.

i'm gonna go watch more of the open. peace.

jjthehitman @ 2006-01-17T02:01:00

2006-01-17T08:07:18Z

you know where you are with

hoowah

2006-01-11T23:01:30Z

alright so i decided that if i didn't wake up monday morning, i wouldn't go out to usi and thus i wouldn't sign up for classes this semester. however, i managed to roll out of bed at 10:40, and after getting dicked around for a while (waiting in lines, trying to get holds cleared, seeing advisors, blah blah blah) i finally got signed up. With wonderful 9 am classes on MWF. but at least i don't have class tuesday or thursday.

so kirsten gelok is in one of my french classes. she just disappeared after high school, but it's nice to see her back. if anyone wants me to shout out to her, just let me know.

australian open starts next week. i only have three words to say about that.........

BOOM

SHAKA

LAKA

and i am so out.

sat by the river and it made me complete

2006-01-08T07:22:41Z

it's strange when there's so much on my mind, but nothin i can really say.

over the break the managers at olive garden have been kind enough to give me plenty of shifts. and as you may know, class starts this coming monday. i'm not signed up for em yet...not sure if i really want to. but i was supposed to turn in my school schedule to work a week ago. thus, i've been given three lunch shifts this week. what great fun. no seriously, it totally rocks.

yuki (my cool japanese friend) and i recorded some music this break. this semester i wanna try and get a website up with mp3s of the songs we've recorded. some people have suggested doing it on the myspace thing...but i haven't sunk that low yet. i shouldn't be lured into the myspace world.

ok i'm out. cya.

happy new year

2006-01-01T07:20:12Z

2006. awesome. just amazing. don't really care.

pretty much all i can think about is mr. jones by the counting crows. long december and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last. 2005 was just a disappointing year.

so that's about it. bye.

you don't see me the way the i see you

2005-12-22T01:40:31Z

there used to be so much left to say...i guess it's been said

where's my money

2005-12-18T01:14:07Z

so finals week has come and gone, and i shall miss it. they went fine, blah blah blah. although i did get sick during one final, i had to excuse myself 4 times to puke. well, the last two times i was just dry heaving, which sucked balls. i ended up calling in sick to work that night, which i think i got written up for. then to work this morning, i was seriously one minute late, and my boss wrote me up for it. about 4 other people came in after me and also got written up. but i was one f-n minute late, when the restaurant wasn't gonna open for 14 more minutes.

yeah, flat tires in 35 degree weather are awesome. no seriously i want them to happen all the time.

je suis perdu. je ne sais pas. je ne sais rien.

another random thought

2005-12-12T04:51:55Z

ok so yet again i was just sitting here thinking...and i noticed that many people's away messages had something to do with studying for finals or going to sleep because of an early one or whatever. i just don't understand people and final's week. you have 5 or so classes, and roughly 5 or so finals. yeah that might seem like a bit for one week, but did you not learn anything during the semester? so many people freak out about finals and just think they have to study all the time and blah blah blah. you know what? i love finals week. in my book, it's the easiest week outta the whole semester, save the first week. all you gotta do is quickly review what you did during the semester and it all comes back to you. so don't spend hours studying for finals, it's not worth it. why can't people just realize they actually learned the material during the semester and go with the flow?

and that's not a compliment.

see ya

death

2005-12-11T01:29:59Z

i was just thinking about how so many people are scared of death. so many people fear it because they have no idea what it entails. it's something that can be delayed for years, or it can come unexpectedly. when people die, it's considered a "tragedy." well you know what? i just gotta say that's ridiculous. i have no reason to fear death. and why should people be so sad at funerals and whatnot? why can't people celebrate how that life was actually lived? Death has nothing over me. to be quite honest death is welcomed, as far as i'm concerned. i know some of what this life is about, and i know good and well that the next life will be so much better. so death, hurry it on up. i'll be waiting......

almost there

2005-12-06T22:25:39Z

well the semester is quickly coming to an end, but it doesn't really feel like it cause i've just been skipping classes left and right. no problem though, cause i don't really like school anyways.

christmas is in 19 days...we finally got around to setting up a tree last night, but unfortunately we didn't have the right lights (we debated having a tree lit up entirely with pink lights), so hopefully we can get those and have it finished by tonight. we have one strand of lights that is just amazing, allow me to describe it to you. it's about 92 feet long with 300 lights, and it has 16 yes SIXTEEN settings. it flashes, glows, fades, chases...you name it. we're gonna put it up around the entire downstairs...lemme tell you the place will be ready for some kickin parties.

so yeah i haven't updated in two weeks. there are reasons for that. but it's crazy how much can change in such a short period of time. believe you me. let's just say a lot has gone on recently. and i don't care to share. i'll just leave it up to the imagination.

i haven't been working as much these past two weeks (mostly cause i requested a lot of time off seeing as i thought i was going out of town), which has been awesome. though i really haven't gotten much else done. it's a constant struggle between school and guitar and music and trying to keep up with the place and everybody and everything. i gotta work tonight at 5, but then i have another three days off. casino? je pense que oui.

to whom it may concern...i don't care.

i guess i better get ready for work. be good now, cause santa's coming and you don't wanna be bad and get shafted on presents now do you? ha just kidding santa's not real.

yeah

2005-11-26T10:47:51Z

so how about that

happy thanksgiving

2005-11-25T02:43:17Z

well happy thanksgiving everyone. i hope you all had an excellent day. i myself did. i got to sleep in until almost 12, then went to my nana and papa's for a delicious feast. we had turkey, mashed potatoes, pumpkin pie, gravy, bread, cookies, you name it...and all made from scratch. even the turkey, they're so good at cooking they even made it from scratch.

i'm supposed to work the rest of this weekend. fortunately i got someone to pick up my saturday shift, and i'm doing my best to find someone to pick up my friday shift. i'd like to try to go to st louis tomorrow.

so why are you reading this? and incorrectly translating my profile? i don't know what you're doing, why don't you just talk to me? it'd be a lot easier that way. trust me.

well it looks like my life might be changin, and for the better. but of course only time will tell so we shall see. until then, take care....

already friday

2005-11-18T17:57:05Z

so i screwed something up. doesn't matter when, but i messed up. i let something go that i shouldn't have. and i did it too many times. it took a while but i see it now. i'm not gonna let it happen again.

yeah i said it

2005-11-18T06:44:46Z

ok so guess who got a nice lil sneak preview of harry potter at 9:30? That's right...this guy. Along with a few other people. But it was awesome. The movie was great, and my girlfriend looked amazing. Though I didn't quite like seeing the other actors with their hands all over her......

It's crazy how fast time goes. The semester just began and it's almost thanksgiving break. i just can't wait for christmas time. when i got to work tonight, i heard "have yourself a merry little christmas" sung by bing crosby--my favorite christmas tune. that made me happy. i just can't wait til christmas...and who knows, maybe this one will be different..........

i guess i'm gonna go. so, see ya. later.

jjthehitman @ 2005-11-16T04:03:00

2005-11-16T10:05:20Z

wtf mate?

jjthehitman @ 2005-11-15T01:50:00

2005-11-15T19:59:25Z

so this is the first tuesday since i can't remember when that i didn't have school AND i didn't have to work. a day to do whatever i want......amazing. i let myself sleep in til a good hour, then woke up and just enjoyed my day.

so i guess i'm a little bit confused right now. i'm just at a point in my life where i'm tired of sitting around, waiting for things to happen. and i sorta let my mind get focused on one thing...which has led me to put some faith into that. i still feel it's gonna happen, but when certain things come to light, it can be a bit discouraging.

que pasa amigos

2005-11-10T18:36:57Z

what's going on...it's about 12:15 in the afternoon, and i should be in my french class. however, class was cancelled today, so i got some free time to go to the language lab and "work" on my spanish. thus, i'm updating this before i tackle some french translations.

Lostday was yesterday. although some disagree, i thought it was an amazing episode. sure, ana lucia sucks....maybe sawyer will kill her soon. but nevertheless, it was a good episode. shannon getting shot in the chest was awesome! and next week, we finally get to find out what happened with the survivors from the tail section of the plane. oh boy oh boy am i ever excited.

so i don't know about you, but i'm just blown away that it's already november 10th. thanksgiving is right around the corner...i'm gonna eat so much turkey. and other good food. a lot of people start decorating for christmas after thanksgiving, but i think i'm gonna decorate before. christmas is awesome, i can't wait for it. all the colored lights (yeah i'm not the biggest fan of just plain white lights, unlike some of you racists), the trees, hopefully the snow. and of course santa. who could forget about santa? christmas can't come soon enough...but just like everything else, before i know it, it will have already come and gone.

ok i think i'm actually gonna try to do some work. so take it easy, and until next time...peace.